Thursday, June 21, 2012
Evelyn Godrick: Rave On
"Never give up
Never say die
Long surrender where the redtail dives..."
~Over the Rhine, Rave On
Everything Evelyn had in that apartment had been earned by the sweat of her brow. She had walked out of her parents house that day with the clothes on her back and her flute, the flute she had had since she was 5. Now it was in two pieces, in Danno's cloak. She smiled thinking that he probably had some plan to repair or replace it, which she thought was sweet. But it wouldn't be the same. Her clothes, her furniture, her gown from Danno, all destroyed. It hadn't been much, but it had been hers, and now it was all gone.
She rolled over in the cot and looked at Zorah, who was staring at the ceiling. Neither could sleep, but Evelyn thought it best to leave Zorah to her own thoughts; she wouldn't be able to say anything to comfort her anyway. They had both lost their families, but in completely different ways. She had walked away willingly; Zorah had to run for her freedom. Evelyn had meddlesome, control ng parents, but they hadn't forced her to marry a scoundrel to pay a debt.
Evelyn felt like such a child. What an idiot she had been. She had gotten lucky because she was talented and something about her spunk probably impressed Balthor when she marched in the Segrac that first day and demanded a singing job. She'd been unaware, protected by Balthor fatherly oversight, and foolishly thought she could take on anything.
She thought it had been bravery, but in reality she just didn't realize how much danger she was in just by living in this city.
She wanted to have power in actual fact, not blind luck and spunk. To whatever extent she could, she wanted psionic ability. To read minds, to protect her own mind, to track this city. To protect her friends. Because if she couldn't find justice for this hopeless city, she'd at least find it for them.
She also wanted information. There were too many secrets; secrets Danno kept, Ricin kept, Balthor kept, Kirsi kept, Silvus kept, Zorah kept. She hated not knowing things, particularly when information could be the difference between life and death in a place like Zarcharis.
She was going to become incredibly powerful.
And she was going to find out everything.
But first, she needed a new job, and a place to live.
Saturday, August 13, 2011
DM PREVIEW
Monday, August 8, 2011
DM POST: The Mind's Eye (Part 1 of 2)
No... not nothing... but....
Flames....
Shadows coalesced into something resembling a structure, but swirling with darkness, insubstantial and yet very present and clinging to the edges, red flames giving no light or heat seemed to burn away at the structure without consuming it; and then as if carried on an un-felt wind they would return to a formless state.
She forced herself to her feet, whatever the danger, she would not face it lying on the ground. The music played on in her mind, strengthening her resolve, fueling her to move on despite the uncertainty. She stood looking around her, at the formless place stretching as far as she could see, at the flames that would dance just out of sight until they faded back into the shadow and smoke. There was no direction to take, no choice better than another. Shadows continued to coalesce and dissipate around her to form familiar shapes, images... memories.... all burning...
Zarcharis...
Those buildings so familiar, so distant, but truly that is where they belonged. The more she bent her mind towards the familiarity of her surroundings the more consistent they became; shadows coalescing into structures that remained, still swirling in the moving shade, still burning in the eternal flames. She began to walk the spaces, the roads, between the shadow-buildings, unclear of her direction but resolute in finding a solution to this puzzle. The sights became more familiar, shadows of the city she knew. As she wandered the shadowy fire-lined streets she began to sense a oppressive force, malignant, evil, powerful.... pulsing about her. She looked further ahead for the source of the emanations and before her on the road stood a hooded figure obscured in the swirling shadows.
Never one to back away from a confrontation regardless of the potential danger she strode forward to faced this threat head on. Banging her spiked gauntlets together she broke into a run, ready to hit the robed figure with a flying tackle. Just as she was about to leap the figure turned towards her and her eagerness became relief when she stared into the eyes of Ricin.
Where? Who? How? and a thousand other questions flooded into her mind. She wanted to know where everyone else was, where she was exactly, and why and how could shadows burn?
Ricin stared at her with the same unyielding stare, nearly impossible to read. He nodded his head in greeting and then spoke to her saying, "I admit you were not what I expected to see here". His voice was deep and devoid of inflection or any notable tone, so even in every word and yet, she could hear him clearly.
"Where are we Ricin? How can you speak? Were you lying this whole time?"
"To your last question: No. The second shall be answered by the first: We aren't necessarily anywhere, and yet, we are.. in a sense anywhere you have the will to see".
Confusion was evident on her face at the cryptic answer. Needing no further prompting Ricin continued with his explanation. "We are not here.... more... we are just able to see here... our minds are here. I would estimate that you fell prey to the mind attacks of those individuals in my quarters, as I have, they seemed very keen on making sure I was incapacitated, though for what purpose I am not sure".
"Ricin, you are not making any sense. What mind attack? What people in your quarters? What are you talking about?"
"Yes, that answer was not beneficial, I apologize. Upon return from the Stoneyard we were attacked by unknown assailants, an attack on our minds. I presume, you were affected more than the others, though for what reason I do not know. As for the others, they seem to be fine, and not here. As for here: This is not strictly a place but more of a matter of perception. What you see around you is what your Mind's Eye perceives. Very few people have the discipline to truly see it and fewer still can control it. My guess is with the overload of psionic energy, you were "jumped" here. The Mind's Eye has a way of revealing the truth of your perspectives and the world around you as you see it. So tell me: What have you seen here?"
"Nothing. Shadows, smoke, flames. It looks like Zarcharis, but burning, but not consumed. None of this makes any sense. You know that right?"
"Actually, to me this makes perfect sense. I frequent this state often and have done so for many years; and t is through this that I have found you all. I bent my mind to look at the city, to truly see it, and there I saw each of you, beacons against the despair that chokes this city of all hope. That is why I can speak here; the image of myself before you is a manifestation of my mind. You are in the same state of being, a manifestation of your own mind and it is truly a spectacle that we can share this moment." He paused a bit and seemed to be lost in deep thought. After many moments had passed he looked up and his face was set in a grave expression, "Your perception does not lie, this city burns, everyday... every night. Yet, even now there is something else. A presence, a power that I have never felt when I meditate. Something stirs within the city proper, something we must take action against."
"I felt it to, a pulsing power, strong... and.... evil"
"Indeed. Come my friend, let us look into this matter for as long as we can. I do not know when we will awaken but let us learn what we can so that we may benefit the others upon our return" He motioned for her to walk with him. She fell into stride next to him until he suddenly jerked as if in sudden pain. She watched as he grabbed his head and struggled to maintain his balance. He looked at her in a panic and quickly shouted, "I can't hold on much longer, something is pulling me away! Find out what you can! Help the others and do not worry for me! You", he struggled to spit the last words out, "must... help... them...." he fell to his knees barely able to form words. He looked up and with a last effort he cried out, "Kirsi... give her.... pendant..... the key....Frozen... Soul...". He looked up to the blank sky and let out a cry of anguish and the he seemed to melt away. As she stood staring in confusion and disbelief words came to her mind, almost like a whisper from the back of a deep cavern, "The music will bring you out"
Evellyn stood for just a second more to see if Ricin would reappear. When it became evident that no such thing would happen she steeled herself and made ready to set off to investigate the pulsing magic. Her head swam with so many questions and cryptic commands from Ricin but now was not the time to give in to confusion. She would learn what she could of her present predicament, then she would find a way to make her way back outside of her mind and help her new allies.
Wednesday, July 20, 2011
DM POST: The Cullers
Wednesday, June 22, 2011
DM POST: RICIN (Backstory)
The day at the temple had been much like any other. He quietly went about his duties, trying to stay out of the way, doing his best to be ignored. He understood his role here, “Do not be noticed and keep everything tidy”. He spent his time thinking and listening to the world around him. He moved over to a table where a patron had left a pile of scrolls and parchments scattered everywhere. He sighed and began to organize the items to be shelved in their proper places. As he did so he reminisced about his life in this place.
The temple of Ioun was more an immense library than a temple proper and he had spent most of his life here. The temple was dedicated to the god Ioun, the god of the mind, truth and knowledge and as such it was the largest public collection of information in the city of Zarcharis. It was a rather easy life in the temple; the number one rule was easy enough for him to follow, “Be QUIET”. He had never spoken a word to anyone in the temple, or outside of it for that matter. In fact, he had never spoken a word in his life.
He had wandered into the temple as a young child. The priests saw him wandering around the many shelves and levels of the library and questioned him; “Who are you” “What is your name” “Who are your parents”. The boy looked at them with understanding in his eyes, but could not form the words to answer their probing. After some time, the priests discerned his ailment, the boy was a mute. Barrin, a rather eccentric priest, took a particular interest in the child. Indeed, it was Barrin who had decided to give him a home in the temple, and gave him his
name: Ricin. Barrin provided Ricin an education that far exceeded any other child’s in the city. Unlimited resources were at his disposal and Ricin proved to be an insatiable learner. So Ricin grew into a young man and spent his life there within the walls performing mundane tasks and reading anything he could.
He finished placing the scrolls and parchments in their correct places. The temple library was closing soon so he hustled about making sure everything was in its place for tomorrow’s patrons. That night, just like every night, Ricin took an armful of scrolls to his room and settled in to read them all before he went to sleep. He had done this ritual every night since Barrin had taught him to read. Recently, he began to catch Barrin staring at him intently, watching him read, and studying him and tonight he had made plans to ask what it was that Barrin was looking for. He settled into his chair, lit some candles and began to read another scroll on the history of Zarcharis-Taoul. Not long into it, he heard the door open and Barrin stepped in. He turned to greet the priest kindly and saw that Barrin was again staring at him intently. He furrowed his brow, asking with facial features what Barrin was doing. Barrin never moved, never blinked; he just stood there, eyes fixed on Ricin. In his hands, he held a small orb that Ricin had never seen before. It faintly glowed, giving off a pale blue light.
Ricin froze, unsure of how to react to this strange behavior.
“What do you want?” he thought to himself, aiming the question towards Barrin.
“Just that Ricin”, the thought came screaming into his mind, a voice not his own. Barrin’s voice!
Ricin jumped up from his seat, confusion and excitement building in his mind. He turned to Barrin, facial expressions demanding answers to the exchange. Barrin looked at him with equal excitement and motioned for him to sit back down. Pulling up a chair beside him, Barrin began to explain, “I had always though you might possess capabilities that are seldom seen in the human race, indeed, in many races on the surface world.”
“What capabilities? What do you mean” Ricin thought to himself.
Barrin looked at him sternly; his demeanor emulating the same of Ricin’s learning years, that of the insistent teacher.
“It is perfectly acceptable to aim your questioning thoughts towards me Ricin! There is no need to be impolite”
“Sorry, Master. I am just… unsure of all of this. How did you know?”
“The day you wandered into the temple I knew there was something different about you my lad. Call it an old man’s intuition, or the faint hope of an eccentric fool”, he chuckled audibly to himself.
“This”, Ricin paused, “This is amazing! I can talk to you; in a manner of speaking”. The pun was not lost on the bright young scholar or his master. His eyes beamed with joy at the thoughts of his new found abilities.
“Oh, Ricin, you can do so much more than that my lad. Come now, it is time for another series of lessons. You know about the history of this city; now I shall teach you of its current situation. Not only that, it is time we trained you to use this wonderful gift”.
3 years later…
Barrin had showed him much in the last few years. Day after day, night after night, he would take him out into the streets to see the true face of Zarcharis. He would take Ricin to the Tribunal courts to witness the injustice; they would comb the dregs in the dead of night and see the squalor and poverty of the masses. Upon returning to the temple from these forays he would demand that Ricin train and hone his new found abilities. So it went for years, until the day came when Barrin could no longer make the trips with him. The old priest had grown older, his body failing.
Ricin sat alone in his room. Scrolls lay strewn about his desk from another nights reading. His desire for knowledge, for truth, was as insatiable as ever. He sat on the floor, calmly meditating, easing his mind. He directed it out on the streets of Zarcharis, probing them, an invisible eye in the dark alleys. He passed many places his Mind’s Eye could not penetrate, shadows too deep for him pierce; no not shadows… smoke. The city was burning, smoldering in a pile of ashes of corruption, greed and malice. There was pain, so much pain, and grief; he could sense it, threatening to overwhelm him. A scream cut through the still night, the flames of the city grew hotter and Ricin was thrust back into his own mind. He took a moment to survey his room. Through the window he saw the same dark night that was present earlier. The city was not truly burning; the smoke was not real, just figments in his mind.
Ricin looked down to the orb in his hands, a gift from Barrin; it was still shining a brilliant blue, casting his entire arm in a bright blue flame. Ricin waited until the orb faded back to its normal state and lifted himself off of the floor. He made his way to Barrin’s room hoping to catch the old priest before he went to sleep for the evening. He slowly cracked open the door just to see if his master was awake. Across the room he could see Barrin lying on his bed, his back towards the door. Ricin began to slowly close the door back until he heard a familiar voice in his head, “Come in my lad. I am not yet asleep”.
Ricin walked into the room but his senses told him something was amiss. He looked to Barrin who had managed to turn over and sit up on the bed. Barrin was old, the years of service to Ioun in the temple and the relentless training and education of his protégé had taken their toll on the man’s body.
“Ricin, my boy, tell me: What did your meditations show to you this evening”?
“I saw the city aflame, smoke filling the streets and alleys, obscuring my sight. I heard a scream and then I was back here”. Barrin thought long about the response, his head nodding as he digested the information.
“Ricin, I want you to listen to me my lad. My time here is coming to an end. Soon. I have one last lesson for you”.
“What is it? I am ready”
“I wonder if you are. The lesson is simple, Ricin, but its significance will not be fully realized for some time. I want you to answer this question: After everything you have seen, experienced and learned; from your own unknown origins to the daily decay of this city. You have seen it Ricin, you have seen its flames, it burns and the flames are growing. What can one person do about it?” Barrin paused, giving his pupil time to contemplate this question. “Well? What is your answer”?
Ricin thought about his master’s question. He ran it through his mind, searching for any extra meaning, hidden riddle, anything in the context to arrive at the correct answer. His mind could draw nothing but a blank.
“I do not know, master”, he replied, embarrassed at his failure.
“Hmm. Well, Ricin, when you learn the answer to that, you will unlock a power that no force in this city or beyond can match.” Barrin slumped back to his bed, laying his head back on the pillows as his breathing became shallow. “Ricin”, the connection between their minds grew weaker, “search out the answer. Do not be afraid, do not hide. This city needs you... how long will you wait?” With this last question the connection broke off. Ricin struggled to reestablish the communication, but he watched helplessly as Barrin’s chest rose and fell for the last time.
Ricin sat in silence, holding the hand of his mentor. No tears were shed, no break of composure. His mind, though distracted from the loss of his dearest and only friend, was consumed with finding the answer to the last lesson. So it was that the other priest found him the next morning. Funeral plans were made and soon the body of Barrin was placed upon the pyre. Ricin watched as the flames consumed the body of his mentor, releasing his spirit to Ioun’s keeping. He left the site while the flames still burned hot, returning to his room to gather his things. The temple was no longer home without Barrin and Ricin knew it was time to move on. It was time to go answer the question.



